God is our father

Last night, I was worrying about whether I’ll end up in hell because I have challenged God to take my life. I have had times when I felt suicidal and I cried out to God. As I was lying in a yoga child pose, (I was doing yoga at that time) I said in my mind to God. “Am I going to hell?”. The answer I could see was.. no. Then a thought entered my mind. The thought was about how God looks after His children. I am His daughter. He will look after me. God will never give up on His children. Before, I thought I wasn’t God’s child since religion has taught me that God is holy and I am a child of the devil. But now I know, that’s not true. Who else made us? Last night was a tough night. I kept crying out to God. There was a small voice saying “I’m here”. I’ve learnt God is truly our father. ♥