Friday, 28 September 2012

How I realised Jesus will have everyone saved

Before, I was worried about eternal hell. That’s one of the reasons why I became a christian, the fear of hell. I moved church to church. At the church I last went to, I didn’t feel comfortable. The pastor would preach about hell sometimes. This would make me uncomfortable. How can I worship a god who would send most of his creation to a fiery hell forever? It just didn’t make sense in my mind. I didn’t feel comfortable. I moved the idea of eternal hell to the back of my mind. I backslidded many times and I was hoping eternal hell wouldn’t be real. I watched videos of people who apparently went to hell. This frightened me. Then one time, I was curious whether eternal hell was real. I read a article and then I searched “is eternal hell real?” into YouTube. I found many videos and a video called eternal hell refuted was amazing. I was skeptical at first but once I thought about the idea, I was so happy. Then, there was many questions and doubts  in my mind. After all that, I came to the conclusion that God will have everyone saved. I found a website called tentmaker and that website helped me too. I cried out to God, I broke down. Tears were falling from my face. I cried out “God, why would you send people to eternal hell?” “What is the whole point of my life, if I’ll just end up in hell”. “What’s the point of making people and then sending them to hell?” Then deep in my heart, I felt a answer. He wouldn’t do that. I prayed to God to show me if He has shown me about universal salvation and an answer came to me “I have”. Thanks to God, I can enjoy life now. I have fallen in love with my father who created me, who thought of me and knew me when I was knitted in my mother’s womb.

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