Friday, 28 September 2012
Feeling free
I was sleeping when suddenly, I felt paralysised. I could feel my whole body shaking as if I was being electrocuted. It wasn’t painful. I just got use to it. Then, I felt myself floating above my bed. I believe it was because it felt as if I above my bed. I tried to look down but a thought said “you might go back to your body if look at your body”. So, I floated around and it was a great feeling but I wasn’t use to it. I then heard a voice but I wasn’t use to the voice so I wanted to go back. Then, I believe I saw something that looked like a light or a mirror. I went back to my body, I felt paralysised again but I went out. A thought told me I could go come out and explore. It was a great feeling being out. At one point, I believe I was at the end of my bed and I tried to come down but I floated back up like a balloon. Then I was back.
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Hi. I saw that you have mentioned that you have had suicidal thoughts, and I wanted to ask you to please never ever ever ever harm yourself in any way. If you're going through a tough time, please know that things do and will get better. It might sound cliche, but please trust me. I am BEGGING you to please tell someone about these thoughts you've had--a trusted adult, a trusted friend, a doctor. Please Ask them for help. It will mean so much. It really will. This world is large and beautiful and I am pleading with you to stay in it, alive. Have a great day :)
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